c o n f e s s i o n s

I said nothing as I left

There was nothing needed to

We both knew what there was

                                    "did I tell you about my green sweater?"

                                    "sounds great"

We both know what is there

                                    "you're horrible, you know that?"

I am in love with you, but I never can be

I want you to know you're everything

I need and want

But this will never be 

It can't, it won't

                                   "sex is the fastest way to ruin a friendship"

I'm almost over this

but a little part of me doesn't want to be

I always want to have you there

That tension, that self hatred 

                                "would you two fuck and get it over with?"

I want you, I can have you

I love you, but I try not to.

Note from author:

I hope one day he'll read this and understand why I make us crazy.